ooh.. seniors meeting just ended.. orientation starts saturday.. its going to be fun!! :P anihow.. icebreakers etc start saturday morning.. but i won't be here.. :( have tuition in the afternoon.. so tomolo i'll just see some of them move in.. will prolly try to join them for blk culture on saturday though..

hmm.. it was a tricky bit when hazel asked where i was going to stay during orientation.. i didn't noe whether i should just say or not.. dun want to cause unwanted gossip for the person i staying with leh.. well.. heck lah.. i have place to stay can liao.. just staying mum would be a good tactic..

borrowed art history books from the central library today for my GEM module.. they look so interesting!! the analyses, the pictures, the descriptions.. breathtaking!! haha.. i sound like an art freak.. i'm interested in art esp, cos i've been learning for over 10 years but stopped in sec 2 cos school work got too heavy.. but the interest always been there.. been reading up on design courses as well.. think NAFA is a gd deal, oni $15K for the degree (is it per year??) but nothing realli to do with pdt/industrial design.. NUS is realli ex.. $21K per yr for 4 years.. i was thinking if i went to a poly for a diploma b4 coming back to NUS, i would save a year's fees prolly.. and a diploma would at least be industry ready. hmm.. ani advice on this matter anione?

or perhaps i should go for a finance degree in SIM? biz and finances has always been another area of interest as well.. and i think i can do well there too..

haizz.. the dilemmas of life..

in hall now.. my first blog from hall.. heh..

anihow.. didn't realise there was a seniors' meeting tonite.. so just nice.. haha.. playiing minsweeper on msn now.. damn boliao.. trying to read a book at the same time and oso blog.. i sometimes think i'm superhuman with my ability to multitask.. :P

where's my mom?! i'm all set to go but she isn't back yet.. wat if the tv repairman comes? still waiting for the call as well.. haiz.. wat a terrible day.. waiting for so many things..

boi boi pretty smart to get the hints from my blog.. :) happi to see sms from u this morning.. heh.. esp since it didn't wake me up.. but pretty off u always so busy...

sianz.. abit of the kena dua feeling regarding today liao.. hmm.. always last min crop up something.. arghh. and disgusting weather again!! sianz

hee.. nice lunch today.. went to take a look at the NCS rec room and cafeteria and library.. not a bad place.. but everyone seemed surprised to see a girl in t-shirt and short skirt in the building.. haha..

found a ton of books in woodlands library that would be useful to my TR module.. but the art books for the GEM module realli hard to find... think maybe tomolo will go to the sch library..

the weather was terrible today.. sweltering hot.. came home at 6 plus feeling super drained and tired.. took a nap until 8.30pm.. bad dreams plaguing throughout though..

borrowed a book of pooh quotations.. found this one particularly sweet:

When Pooh saw what it was, he nearly fell down, he was so pleased. It was a Special Pencil Case. There were pencils in it marked "B" for Bear and pencils marked "HB" for Helping Bear, and pencils marked "BB" for Brave Bear. There was a knife for sharpening the pencils, and indiarubber for rubbing out anithing which you had spelt wrong, and a ruler for ruling lines for the words to walk on, and inches marked on the ruler in case you wanted to know now many inches anything was, and Blue Pencils and Red Pencils and Green Pencils for saying special things in blue and red and green. And all these lovely things were in little pockets of their own in a Special Case which shut with a click when you clicked it. And they were all for Pooh.

so cute.. that pooh's simple mind tot the B and HBs meant Bear.. hee.. :)

and this one by tigger:

"I've been finding things in the Forest," said Tigger importantly. "I've found a pooh and a piglet and an eeyore, but I can't find any breakfast."

typical of tigger, always looking for food.. :)

woke up earlier today to prepare lunch for andy.. going to meet him at his workplace.. heard him so stressed out and tired and moody last nite about his work and felt veri bad for him.. so decided to cook him a nice lunch and eat with him.. n it was pretty gratifying to hear that he immediately cheered up with a happier tone of voice.. :) i'm realli a veri sweet girl u noe... :P

today being make-everyone-happy day, agreed to accompany my sis to the library to research for her project on world war 2. it's great to see her taking an interest in her projects and so interested in something academic for a change.. quite afraid she won't get into a top jc or anithing... not that i have anithing against the other jcs, but of course as an alumnus, i would say that hwachong is the best!!! hahaha.. best years of my sch life were when i was there and nothing can change that.. my jc class is still super united.. meeting up every 1-2 weeks.. wif loads to tok about each time.. so happy everytime i see them!! :)

after all, we've (me and my sisters) all managed to go to the same schs so far, despite being different in our interests and strengths.. hopefulli, the tradition will stay unbroken? its oni cos we're from the same schs that we can discuss teachers and all.. and i give advice to them regarding exams and teachers etc.. well.. i must say our route of education is pretty gd.. first a gd english education in a CHIJ all-girls primary sch.. with no bad influences of bad little boys.. and then onwards to Nanyang with its strict values and discipline and emphasis on being an all-rounder, once again w/o the bad influences of naughty boys.. n then finalli to hwachong where we blossom into great pple: non-pretentious and non-whiny.. a common trait in me and my sisters.. besides being realli cute.. so endearing to all our frens... *pukes* hahahaha..

hopefully this will be a good day today! :)

surfing thru www.blogskins.com just now.. some pple realli have lots of time to help design blog templates for free.. pretty cool.. but i can't find ani one thats truly me.. :) guess that means i actualli have to do my own.. haha..

neck aching like mad.. gotta sleep liao..

its beginning.. boi boi becoming so busy with hall stuff that no time to tok to bbg. *sob*

k.. thanks to Faith's suggestion & help.. (thanks gurl!), have set up the comment system.. now u can make remarks/ comments to specific blog entries.. haha.. :)

went to the matric fair today (as a freshman once again) haha.. my forever young face is definitely an advantage in this area.. signed up for a few clubs, but think the oni one i'll join is the Art Verve thing.. so cool.. they draw, paint.. everything.. will be a gd chance to build up my portfolio as well.. finalli a chance to draw again.. !! so excited!! :)

shared a matric pack with zhenchang.. a lot of little things inside.. think the oni useful thing is the file.. and met his bizcom chair.. mr NUS.. haha.. pretty cute.. but a pity, he's attached.. ;(

finalli managed to get my module.. but the points required was disgusting.. at 600++ points.. pretty stupid system.. luckily had no other modules to bid for..

dinner time.. :)

woke up all bleary-eyed.. usualli will have an sms on my phone from boi boi in the morning.. but nothing today.. :( no one misses me!!

no plans again today.. perhaps going to sch to check out the matric fair.. pretty happy to be in hall again last nite.. realli missed the env.. had a long chat wif caleb.. must say he realli doing veri well despite a bumpy start.. realli nice to tok to him again..

hmm.. so many things changed in this hols.. jm got attached.. congrats there.. but a little sad too.. :P one more eligible bachelor down... the boys started uni liao.. thats when we'll prolly grow apart.. some going overseas.. haizz.. feel sad just to think about all these.. hopefulli the class remains as united.. its rare that we can all be so close still after 2 years of army..

took the mrt alone yesterday from clementi to bedok.. realised that i hate travelling alone becos i'll feel like everyone's staring at me.. there's no one to share things i see and there's always the fear of getting molested during peak hours.. haha.. unlikely, but still a possibility with so many perverts running around.. also.. without anione toking to u on the mrt, ur mind tends to run around randomly, and its easier to think of sad things than happy.. well...

went for the can.com.sg interview today.. keeping my fingers crossed there.. although feeling pretty optimistic so far..

then went taka with xq.. turns out we both had no money to shop, so we went ard trying clothes instead.. :P zara has a new season of clothing.. veri nice british jackets, the kind with lots of buttons down the front.. tried alot of them on.. they look super good on me! serious!! haizz.. but a pity the weather here doesn't permit the style.. else would definitely buy it.. but prices oso pretty steep.. so.. prolly kiv first..

went back hall for dinner and orientation briefing.. felt pretty out of place, esp since i had no place to leave my stuff.. so just sat down and listened to the tok in non-casual attire and took notes with my palm.. abit silly.. must say rag this year seems to be pretty weird.. the theme's weird.. hopefulli the mechanism will wow the judges.. since they can't see the effort in making the scales and such.. jiayou pple! moral support is all i can provide..

still thinking how to go back for orientation without missing tuition.. verdict: impossible. i have to either go for one or the other.. argh.. if i miss the ice breakers, then i might as well not go back lor.. hmm... and still have to figure out the accomodation problem.. today boi boi was kind enuff to walk me out all the way to the interchange.. but not all week rite? hmm.. dilemma.. in the end oso miss the last bus.. and they were setting up the prayer stuff for the seventh month liao.. so was pretty eerie if i was there alone.. arghh..

hmm something cranky with blogger.. can't realli get things to go back to the way they should be..

finalli took to revising french.. hopefulli can get the darn module..

super bored!! finalli decided which photos to develop... sianzzz

added my pict to the side, and the link to my picts at the sidebar... cool.. check it out pple!

nothing to write about today.. shall not bore anione with my dreary life.. :P

finalli uploaded picts of last nite's dinner.. :) not too clear.. but the tiger girls looked ok..

got the ps cable.. but parents sleeping liao.. can't test it on their tv yet..

got my first tuition pay today!! woohoo!! $80 oni though.. *haizz* due to the first month 50% commission thing.. but at least next month will be $160!! yay!! so happy!! so gian to buy webcam now.. but have to wait until next payday.. arghh...

went to bugis and saw alot of kids playing in the fountain.. is it realli that fun? i also wanna try!! :P but a little too old.. amore expressions having some promotion there.. maybe i should join some classes to tone up.. pretty interested in pilates/yoga/aerobics.. but .. well.. finances some problem again.. haha.. time to save up liao..

arghh. woke up too late and missed the maths training thing today. *guilty* damn!! been zoboing the whole morning..

going to collect the ps cable from gek later.. yay!! so excited.. finalli can set up the ps and try it out.. a pity the living room tv is spoilt.. else would have maximum effect from the sound system.. :P

realised i have some serious communication problems with mom. can't even speak a few words with her without it ending in a shouting match. wat's wrong!!? i think she's too critical and sarcastic and overly sensitive to every slight remark.. besides being paranoid n holds ultra conservative moral values, she gets mood swings realli quickly and suddenli.. well.. prolly menopause like i said, but at least try to curb it mah.. u can't always take out ur bad moods on others!! its like, she comes home from work in a stony face, always in a frown, and manages to put down any happy conversation that arises. bleah.. no wonder she's aging realli quickly.. i'm pretty ditzy, always smiling for nothing.. haha.. so prolly thats y i still look like 18 at 20.. hee... :P

dead beat.

just came from the commencement dinner. and my feet are dead.. wore the 4-inch heels i bought with my black dress and i nearli dieded. realli admire the women who can wear these heels and walk ard all day.. indoors is bad enuff, and outdoors is hell. can't walk properly, can't balance, and when i finalli get a chance to stand still, my feet are shaking so badly i just want to sit down..

the dinner was boring, food only normal, nothing special.. oni highlights were the tiger beer girls.. one of them was pretty, but a little too old.. heh.. felt abit out of place there.. cos i seemed to be overdressed.. :P but at least i look nice.. didn't win anithing at the lucky draw..

did nothing much the whole day, except piah abit of maths for tomolo's training.. arghh.. still on them.. who would know that pr 6 maths is so tedious?! ...

just back from china jump... feeling pretty high now.. so if my spelling is abit koyak, forgive me.. :)

made some new frens, mainli juniors who are coming into hall next sem.. all frenli pple.. :) the place is quite nice.. the cathedral especialli.. veri spacious and conducive place to chat with frens.. the live band is not bad too.. although it's a mystery whether the lead female singer is actualli female.. hehe.. but the bar girls were realli hot.. in tight short skirts and skimpy tops.. *wolf-whistles* hehe.. didn't dance at all though.. was carrying a stupid bag.. haizz.. but erm.. the place has too many guys.. and mostly caucasians.. so not that happening..

going to sleep now.. hope to see u tomolo boi boi!!

bought a second-hand playstation for $60.. not a bad buy, since games included and 2 controllers + memory card. the bad thing is, the guy forgot to pass me the adapter to connect to the TV!! haizz so cannot play oso..

just uploaded some of my hamster's photos.. check it out.. cute little thing huh? he's the hamchan i been toking abt.. he's a robovski.. (i think that's how it's spelled?)

going to china jump for hall bash later.. nv been there b4.. (yes.. suaku :P.. i noe..) think will be coming home earli.. feel quite tired.. no mood to chiong also..

went to andy's commencement ceremony this morning.. was not supposed to go in at first since i had no invites, but supposedly they had some seats left. by the time i reached there though, there wasn't any, and i had to wait and luckily, when they finalli allowed me in, andy was like in line to go on stage liao. the ceremony was veri short.. due to the sars arrangement i supposed, but the valedictorian was a poly guy, quite expected (hooray for locals!!) and he has a CAP of like 4.95.. *shocked* yah.. some sort of genius. he let himself slip an A- into his grades which resulted in the not-so-perfect CAP.. hehe.. can imagine him crying when he got that A-.. hahahaha.. wondering if they give out some award for being like a student without any As? heheh..

arghh.. just checked my bank acc, i oni have $4.51 left!!!! how did this happen?! totalli pissed at myself for having not noticed the money slipping away.. guess no savings this month again.. haizz.... and to think 2 days ago i was still thinking i saved alot this month... drats!!!

crap.. all appeals rejected.. even the one about the stupid points. will write to the papers and complain bout the sch. wat stupidity, wastage and inefficiency. the soc system was so gd b4 this damn system foul up my life. damn NUS!!!

dammit~! appeal unsuccessful!! how can they stop me from taking more modules?!! fuck NUS. all the engin students will have a problem as well liao. sickening admin. i'm going to make noise if they dun allow me to take 24 MC. they shouldn't be catering for the avg student of 20MC but cater the allowance for pple who needs to clear more. 24MC is not tough!~!! fuck NUS !!!

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went for dinner with 4/10 classmates in chinatown.. first time i been to chinatown.. the restaurant oni all right lah.. but haven seen the girls in sooooo long.. didn't even recognise xueqi.. haha.. look so diff with contacts.. and stella's bf is quite cool.. totalli her type of person.. :) congrats!! so great to see everyone.. girly jokes and laughter, quite a change from the sexual innuendos that guys always make.. haha.. feel quite refreshed and happy hearing bout wat everyone is doing so far.. hehe.. proud to say that i do have some achievement in the academic area despite having low results; i'm graduating in 2.5 years!! with a minor!! haha.. veri hao lian.. but hey.. how many pple can do that!? :) i think i must do better in my second degree though.. perhaps a diploma leading to a degree would be a better choice monetarily.. hmm..

just bought RAM at simlim today..256MB, $76.. not veri cheap.. but at least my comp's faster now.. next upgrade: 40 GB hard disk.. its oni bout $100 now.. quite affordable..

and got back my palm!! finalli!! it realli's a problem with the cradle.. thank god! then bought a charger for $25.. haiz.. $100 gone liddat today.. sianz..

oh well.. overall a happi day :)

tedious procedure in registering for modules again.. sianz. had to change my mind again and again just cos the modules clash.. realised there was the possibility of having oni one exam this sem.. :) !!! so happy.. even french seems to have no exam! hee hee.. first sem i have ani non-examinable module at all! makes up for the past few sems with 6 mods and 6 exams per sem.. this sem can relax abit hopefulli.. and possibility of 3 day week veri high oso!! and no tutorials for ani module!! hee hee.. final sem liao!!! yay!!! haha.. can't stop jumping ard ..

wah. suay day, think i better be more careful this week..

went to ikea today and bought frames for my jigsaw.. ikea frames are realli cheap, and bought the clothes hanging rack and boxes for my cosmetics and stuff..

came out and almost kena knocked down.. we 4 were crossing the road and have no idea how come none of us realised that the red man was still showing.. just followed a couple blindly across when they started walking.. didn't realise cars were still going across after the central divider and we just carried on walking.. i was looking at my hp and didn't notice at all the danger we were in.. until junwei realised that something was amiss when cars kept passing in front of us and he shouted at us.. i stopped, looked up, and was still feeling blur.. saw the red man and realised that omigod!! nearli kena and stopped walking immediately, but ben still continued forward.. managed to pull him back in the nick of time.. whew! big shock at the narrow escape..

then later went inside queensway .. fila was having sale so went to take a look.. managed to hit my head realli hard on the edge of a shelf.. vision actualli blurred for a moment.. and it realli realli hurt like crazy.. remembered thinking.."wat the.. ?! so heng?!" .... veri veri pissed with the shop..

on my way home.. kena bird shit on the head. !?!?!?!!? yah. not bluffing.. how suay can a person get?!! ben was just saying "today not ur day leh.. u betta be careful.." and this realli happens.. wah liu.. i think i better be careful the whole of next week.. pls pray for me everyone..

dinner was quite good last nite.. finalli met sis's "bf".. veri veri strangely, she doesn't remember his name, oni his nickname "bert".. hahahaha.. realli funni!! he was quite polite lah, oredi earned the approval of my parents, and he's quite corny also.. quite a nice person.. ok lah, i approve oso lah..

parents allowed me to drive to suntec, must say the traffic was horrendous last nite.. in the end, in a crowded underground carpark, my dad took over the wheel from me in order to park the car faster... hehe.. *embarrassed* didn't realised there was scrabble fest going on.. it was so fun!! joined the big scrabble game sponsored by gardenia with my sis, who appeared wif bert at the last min cos they were late for all the shows.. it was realli fun, and i take back the fact that she was grouchy all the time.. haha!! possibly he cheered her up.. which was good.. some stupid nonsense sentence game, which was realli difficult, and in the end, we walked away with harry potter merchandise like the dicers' set and the hagrids' house miniature.. hiakz.. not something i would pay money for.. but since it's free, cool!! :P had scrabble pins as souvenirs also.. the lady was too busy packing up to look for a "J" so had to settle for a "K".. not fair that my sis's name starts with a vowel wat... *pouts*

anihow, dinner was at crystal jade, esp since bert was there, guess my parents were in the mood to splurge.. luckily the food was not bad, and my mom actualli remembers bert's fav food to be fried stuff.. weird.. but the dinner was quite delicious and filling.. 4 cute guys were sitting at the table opposite.. heh.. but it was a pity their table had 3 girls too.. prolly their gfs, sicne they were pretty touchy with them.. :P

not a bad outing on the overall.. was so tired last nite i plonked into bed immmediately after reaching home.. woke up at 4 am to realised my sis was still chatting on the comp!! nuts!! think i asked her the time and told her to shut down before dozing off again.. hehe..

haiz. my sis is so mean. grouchy all the time. and then throwing her stupid tantrum just cos i offered to help her book movie tickets. come on.. today is saturday, u dun get tix on the spot lor. well. gd intentions thrown in my face, she prolli won't get her tix.. dunno why i'm crying again, due to her meanness perhaps? sux. i actualli told my frens my sisters matter alot to me, but now after these 2 months, i'm beginning to think twice, since i dun feel veri welcome at all at home. *sob*

omigod.. can't believe i'm actualli crying.. :'(

*sob* andy's sis is veri mean and petty.. just cos of some incident 2 years ago, now still bearing grudge.. supposed to meet him today, but turns out his dad's flying to thailand tomolo and they're having like a family dinner tonite.. they actualli asked me to go.. but that horrible girl dun want me there.. wat to do.. dun want to disrupt the peace of their family, so i back off lor.. haizz.. in the end everyone irritated with her for being so unreasonable, cos no one else has a problem with me.. sighz.. *sad*

came back after tuition realising there was no program today.. sianz.. boi boi went sentosa with blk liao.. btw.. congrats for ur silver!! hahaha .. start ur workouts liao lah.. so unfit.. *pats boi boi on the back* and was looking forward to dinner with andy, my treat some more.. sianz.. now in tears and nowhere to go.. *sob*

argh, the thunder and extremely bright lightning woke me up.. did not enjoy my sleep at all due to mosquitoes.. on the whole just dun feel veri well.. feel like calling in sick .. not veri responsible.. but feel like properly spending a day wif andy, seeing how we haven had much time together ever since he started work..

hall having bash next week.. china jump 24 july, $15 for 2 drinks.. anione interested? should go to show support.. but dun realli noe who i'll hang out with.. possibly blkmates bah.. but i'm not realli close to them at all.. my year pple is getting realli few.. maybe will get raymond and the rest to go down.. sianz.. n i'm not even in hall animore..

levi's veri girlie party sucks! the whole env was cool. but the party wasn't exactly fun or anithing. alot of waiting around, and alot of gays.. erm.. they do fit the description of being veri girlie.. haha.. but not veri fun. shall not waste money again..

actualli reached home at 12, how pathetic is that.?! no chionging mood at all.. ahh.. geting old..

going to sleep liao.. sad life man..

went to sim lim and found a shop which actualli replaces palm batt.. but its like $120 lor.. hmm.. wondering if its worth it..

had dinner at a small jap eatery in bugis junction.. prices are expensive by S$ stds but not jap lor.. about the same price as the cheapest jap eateries actualli.. but quite worth it.. it was not bad.. it's called Domi's kitchen i think..

then went to kino to help xq find cookbooks.. think kino classified its stores by area and consumers.. the bugis one lacks jap books.. mostly normal mainstream bookstore stuff.. couldn't realli find anithing..

finalli saw zy's "veri veri veri veri veri... veri gd" fren.. haha.. was shocked to see them hold hands though.. i guess i'm still pretty conservative.. :P she's realli frenli, totalli my opposite.. but easy going .. and it was funny to see the guys force him to acknowledge her.. she's realli open bout it too. haha.. cool girl i must say.. but a pity zy's going back next week.. so fast he's been back for 3 weeks liao.. and leaving again.. haiz.. not that he's my close fren or anithing.. but still part of the class, even if oni as the class "dog".. hehe.. presence will be missed.. :P all the best !!

suddenli a line from a korean show i watched the other day came to my mind when i was just trying to persuade xq to go down to sim lim wif me and zaiyuan.. the guy asked the girl out from the library for a snack veri naturalli as they were in the same clique, but when they sat down, it became awkward silence and the guy mentioned this: "it feels weird when we're just 2 pple but it doesn't feel weird in a group.." or somewhere along the lines of that.. xq was complaining he was tired.. but i had oredi managed to get zy to go down.. how to say that it's weird if i just go with zaiyuan alone? .. esp after i was so vulgar and rude to him last nite.. suddenli just remembered i showed him the finger last nite when i was feeling realli pissed at him.. *guilty*.. not a gd impression i left there.. feel pretty guilty now.. girls should nv do that unless badly provoked. seriously unladylike..

more on my dblo trip... yes, i'm finalli awake..

thank god i didn't have to queue this time, at least not for 2 hours.. that's how long i queued the other time: 2 hourS!! can u believe it?! waste time.. and stupid queue cutters in front of me.. damn them!! ok.. not last nite though.. heavy rain.. had to take a cab from robinsons city hall to MS.. the music was not bad, a mix of trance and top 40 mixes.. think i was a little high from the tequila shot and vodka lime i downed in my first 10 min inside.. plus i shared qunci's tequila pop.. haha.. i admit not to be a veri gd drinker.. waited for the guys to get themselves high then headed for the dance floor.. the crowd last nite was pretty ok, not too packed.. which was great ;) after that had some more tequila.. we were quite tired haha.. so we just sat down and girl-watched with the guys.. there was this girl who kept shaking her bum in my face, got me realli irritated that i stood up and changed seats.. we left at about 2.45am, no one picked me up (awww..), no one puked (thankfully) and we took a mers cab back..

no hangover this morning, just that my ankle hurts a little.. did i dance that much!? :P

just came back from dblo.. it was so fun tonite! didn't get drunk.. abit high.. but all spoilt by my mom's nagging when i reached home! get a life! always blame me for her insomnia or waking her up by my keyboard tapping in the middle of the nite etc etc.. wat shit.. totally ridiculous. then nag at me to do some stupid chores tomolo. and to wash my smoky clothes immediately. pls lah.. all i wanna do is to sleep. its me that's smelli not my clothes! its my room and i dun even smell anithing, wats with u?! duh.. as if i'll remember wat she said tomolo.. prolly sleep until afternoon aniway.. on the comp she oso wanna kaobei.. heck her.. totalli not going to live at home during term time if i can help it.. at least can do my own stuff in peace. total irritation~~!!! now i totalli remember why i wanted to live in hall.

ahh.. luckily.. found out its a cradle fault.. just have to buy a new cradle.. but still.. $80++ .. its madness.. the cost of these accessories.. prolly will have to go sim lim to find cheaper alternative..

sian..

going dblo later.. :) so happy!!

DAMN palm!!! they are charging me $155 to repair the damn thing?! that's like half the price i paid for it!@! my warranty just expired then have problem some more!!! going to make alot of noise when i go to the CK tang counter to check my palm out!!

my m500's spoilt too!! something's wrong with the battery, it can't charge fully and it drops at 1% per 5 seconds!! how to use!!? so pissed.. realised when charging the green light sometimes goes off by itself.. sux man!! asked around, realised no one changed the battery b4 of their palm.. am i going to be the first one?! damn!! oni bought it one year ago somemore, the warranty just nice over, have to pay for repairs liao.. arghhh!!! totalli pissed..

poor boi boi, u must strive to be so much better than the rest of ur famili k? dun be bogged down by their pettiness and incompetency... boo boo gal supports u!! :)

ooh.. realised i'm lapsing into the "borrow a ton of programming books but dun read them" mode again.. drats.. better drag myself up to flip thru the darn JSP book.. i hate programming!! realised that in order to pursue another degree (i'm intending to do industrial design next year) , it'll cost $21K per year!! how can anione afford that?!which means over 80K for 4 years, i might as well go US and study and try to accelerate my course.. might even cost less than singapore's unis!!! its not realli cool that they make us choose when we dunno wat we actualli want to do b4 making our choices for the uni courses.. and once u've been in uni for >1 year, when u switch courses, u dun get the tuition grant ani more!! how unfair is that when u've oni used up 1 year of ur share of the grant? and wat about those pple who actualli spend 6 years doing their first degree? they like get 2 extra years of the grant lor.. MOE and NUS have totalli shitty admin..

haiz.

took my 6610 for repairs at the NOkia care centre today.. the keypad has been eccentric lately, and i can't sms properly... made the ultimate boo boo: forgot to bring my wallet out!! no money, no nothing.. and to think i was actualli thinking of buying a new piece of RAM.. had to borrow $10 off my cousin to buy some sushi to eat cos i was soooo hungry.. veri stupid mistake..

my tummy has been feeling veri uncomfortable lately too.. hopefulli not a recap of the food poisoning incident? .. scared liao..

the Heeren has some new additions on the annex level .. and they look pretty cool.. not the usual punk style casual wear, more of sweet girly attire instead.. 37 degrees has this realli sweet looking halter dress as well.. but. argh.. did not bring my wallet.. which was prolly a good thing since i saw sooo many things i wanted to buy.. :P

zhencang's moving house this sunday.. he has a pair of new orange asics.. pretty cool..

hAppY birthday zhiwen!! well.. said that to him last nite.. he not celebrating his bday i suppose.. else i wouldn't be at home rite now..

realised i need to sleep more, have been falling asleep evey day on the bus journey back from orchard.. which never ever happens to me.. someone called the house at like 6 am this morning which totalli woke me up when i slept at 3am last nite.. after that couldn't realli sleep animore.. and had to go about today all bleary-eyed..

think i'll go take a nap now..

went to orchard library today.. managed to split half of the 3214 reading workload with raymond.. hopefulli can get started on the reading and not be distracted by games..

met up with xq and he brought me to haagen dazs fpr ice cream.. yum!! yah.. i'm once again a suaku.. nv been to a haagen dazs cafe b4.. :P the prices are exhorbitant.. but the ice cream is quite good, esp the toffee creme flavour.. so smooth!! haha..

got a call from my grandma today.. suddenli realised haven been to visit her in a long time.. esp when she said to visit her when i free in the phone call.. feel so guilty!! going to visit her on thursday prolly..

saw a matrix quiz:


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not realli sure if thats true.. but i pretty much want control over wat i do..

ahh.. a fulfilling coffee bean session.. in more ways than one.. :P

gonna go back to my deficit filled simcity game.. haha.. nv make me a mayor.. the city sure gone-case...

sinus problem again today.. that always happens when my mom nags at me to vacuum and clean up.. isn't that coincidental? :P tried to clear up abit, then realise i finalli have too much cosmetics to fit into my ikea box.. have like 3 little bags + the box full of cosmetics and accessories and have no place to put them properly.. there's the perfume and other face products as well? think its time to buy a proper container for these things..

can't even breathe properly now.. using music to drown out my mum's voice.. drats.. can't even go out cos she'll nag at that too. realised she's quite a control freak and she seems to take offence at every single remark. menopause approaching prolly...

arghh.. when is sch starting?! i'm so bored.. think i'll install simcity 4 and try it out..

dun noe how i managed to wake up at 10 today.. at least responsible to wake up and go tuition.. :P

the kid is pretty guai, but lacks practice.. and how am i supposed to teach her chinese without ani background of her standard??

went to jurong point for a late lunch, had a gd time strolling the shops.. trying to find wolverine's revenge but didn't see ani shop selling it until i went into popular to see that it cost $59.90!! hmm.. then spotted a pasar malam rite outside the interchange, but walked ard oni to realise it didn't sell pirated software..

in the end went to the pirated shop hl told us about.. it was in operation luckily.. so happy to finalli see a pirated shop with affordable software and games!! :) bought wolverine's revenge, warcraft expansion and simcity 4.. well.. this is wat i'll be doing for the next 2 weeks, saving money by staying at home and playing games.. today's outing cost me $6 in bus fares. pretty shocking.. haizz

have resolved to save at least $200 this month to clear more debts.. it's so difficult to see things in shops and not buy anithing at all.. and esp food! so many nice smells and delicious food all around.. arghh!!

went to watch 2 fast 2 furious.. super cool!! great cars, great stunts, great speed.. wowow!! almost wanted to drive like the actors after the show but luckily didn't. met up with a road block along bukit timah, just b4 6th avenue.. my first road block while driving.. wasn't sure wat to do there.. but luckily he didn't make me get out of the car or anithing. then went to fong seng for supper.. saw the blk c pple.. prolly preparing for orientation.. and it was super crowded.. saw the remnants of a 3-car pile up just after NUS, b4 clementi...the third car was gone.. and all that was left were 2 mercedes.. the back car's boot was all crushed in but the front car a slight dent oni.. lucki no casualties..

going to zzzz liao. dead beat..

super bored!!

arghh.. going to buy some books later to read. sooooo bored. can't be bothered to read up on jsp even though that's wat i actualli can do.. :P

hamchan looks a little dejected. could it be i'm not playing with him enuff? hmm. so hard to read an animal's mind. at least a baby would cry, but a hamster would just keep quiet and look at u. the same wif fishes. think after hamchan dies, i'm going to get a regular sized hamster. saw chin hong's hamsters and realised that mine was realli small. and the regular sized ones were loads cuter! but they eat more too i presume..

ahh.. back to diablo ii. super sian!!

woke up feeling aimless again.. realised that that pple starts to get desperate if they're single beyond a certain age.. hahah..

watching six feet under now.. truly.. it shocks. in the first episode, i can't even remember the number of times i gasped. veri veri weird show, with adverts of funeral products in between..

macaroni for lunch again! :) not that i'm complaining. my ez link card is still empty, how do i get around now?? haizz

the dinner thing was pretty good, made some new frens :)

the situation was pretty awkward at first.. 5 guys and a girl.. haha.. then after that, at least we had more to joke abt than the newcomers, and since we mostly sat at the same table, it was pretty smooth at dinner.. i was like the youngest person there, all the other winners were working! hmm.. and all above 25.. haha..

the food's realli filling.. ok tasting.. now my stomach feels realli bloated.. haha.. hope tonite dun get nitemares when i sleep.. :P

been doing nothing the whole morning!! arghh!! i wish sch would start soon!!! (u prolly think i'm a freak for saying that)

realise jiayan flew off today.. and i forgot bout it!! feel realli bad.. :( haizz.. should have gone to send her off.. but it was 6am!! and no one said anithing last nite oso. darn!!


super bored!! even re-installed diablo2 and replaying the darn game...

sianz..

hee hee! found a song from sesame street.. one of my favs by kermit:

Title: The Rainbow Connection
sung by Kermit (Jim Henson)

Why are there so many songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
And rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that
And someone believed it,
And look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing?
And what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

All of us under its spell,
We know that it's probably magic....

Have you been half asleep
And have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
The voice might be one and the same.
I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
Is it something that I'm supposed to be?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
La, la la, La, la la la, La Laa, la la, La, La la laaaaaaa

(reprise from "The Muppet Movie"):

Why are there so many songs about rainbows?
That's part of what rainbows do.
Rainbows are memories, sweet dream reminders --
What is it you'd like to do?
All of us watching and wishing we'd find it,
I know you're watching it, too.
Someday you'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers, and you!

just came back from Quest interview.. hmm.. realised that the modeling industry is realli dog-eat-dog.. heard some not so nice things about other agencies.. made me think twice bout which agency i should actualli join..

weilun came over with his PS in the afternoon.. so fun!! had a great time playing bomberman and marvel vs Capcom.. hehe.. must say i did quite well in both.. despite being a beginner.. :) hee hee.. hopefulli will have more such sessions next time..

sian.. being kaobei-ed by parents for looking for jobs when sch's reopening soon.. what's wrong with them!? i'm like trying to supplement my allowance and be more independent mah.. haizz.. and tuition's not that easy to come by oso..

looking forward to the free dinner tomolo at Paddyfields :)

woke up with the mood to clean up..

realised the problem with that damn hard disk was lotsa bad sectors. it was new too!! stupid maxtor/the shop i bought it in. think it was cybermind. damn cybermind!! wasted so much of my time to sort out this damn thing.

eating macaroni for lunch, one of my fav food. have managed to feed the fish and hamchan, clean up my desk (slightly) and packed up my stuff from the chalet.. and actualli made my bed for once.. heh.. have to sweep the floor i think and wipe the shelves? hate doing dusting, cos my nose is ultra sensitive.. always end up sneezing and having a realli bad runny nose.. bleah.

still facing the plight of having no project group for CS3214 next sem.. help help help!! hmm think better ask raymond to sorta get a space there first.. although not my first choice of groups.. haizz .. beggars can't be choosers i suppose..

and big congrats to boi boi for recovering from his back injury!!

there's still some way to go b4 full recovery but jiayou!! boo boo gal supporting u all the way!! :)

prolly my irregular help had something to do with it huh? :P forsee a big treat from boi boi soon.. heheheh

went to the NTU matric fair with the guys today.. using the word "fair" being pretty much an overstatement since there were oni computers displayed and a few pathetic desks set up by some halls which did not allow the freshmen to sign up for ani orientation activities. hahahaha!! found it realli amusing, no security against non-matriculated personnel (like me) and no eca fairs etc.. on the whole a veri weak event. realised that NUS realli puts in a whole load of effort in making freshmen feel welcome and oriented, and much much more emphasis is placed upon extra-curricular activities as well.. suddenli feel a lot more pride for my uni.. heh..

having woken up so earli, just to check out the scene at NTU, was feeling realli groggy and unwell by the time we reached jurong point... the food was yucks, and we took this realli long ride to orchard on express 502.. dun ever take that bus again!! super long journey!! bleah.. tried to sleep on the bus but tv mobile was showing some all-star soccer match in which schumacher was scoring and scoring goals and the boys got so excited they made a whole lot of noise.. *sigh*

the karaoke session was oni ok.. pretty sleepy, did not feel as excited, and on the whole the song session was too long.. 5 hours!! considering the number of pple (10) it was ok, but was realli too tired to enjoy it ..

on the whole veri happy too see my frens, but feeling veri dissatisfied with my life. i just dunno why.

hmm.. another accurate reflection of my character.. :)


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hee hee!!! so happy today!

had coffee wif quincy, xq, weilun n zaiyuan at holland v.. had my fav pure chocolate ice-blended with extra whipped cream again.. ahhh.. pure bliss.. the ability to have all these sinful apetites without gaining ani weight is great!! hahah.. sorri to all those other girls out there who's always watching their weight.. but i'm kinda sorri i can't gain ani weight :P had a good laugh abt xq's foreign tastes for wives on the way to suntec.. hehe... made me wonder if i can actualli accept having a partner of another race?

then had buffet dinner with andy at kuishinbo.. quite disappointed at their drop in quality and proportion.. and i realised that my ability to eat and eat and eat is gone!! *sob* but was a good dinner.. and andy gave me a necklace with a real diamond pendant!! my veri first diamonds.. of course small carats, being wat he can afford presently.. but it was so sweet of him to buy me something nice with his first paycheck.. *touched*

saw a les couple in suntec but didn't realli notice anithing unusual cos the girl realli look like a guy until on closer look.. *shudders*

and returned home to find out i won the msn dream date contest!! hahahah.. so happy, almost wanted to go PAddyfields today for dinner and now i can eat there for free.. abit scared to go alone though.. hmm.. hope will win lotsa prizes..

gotta bathe.. ciao!!

joined this contest:

it raises funds for several charities.. and i need sponsors.. it works such that i'll be staying up 24 hours to blog non-stop on July 26 9pm Singapore time.. and for every hour i stay up, sponsors pledge a certain amt of money.. do take a look at the site and sponsor me :) will be thinking of a theme to blog for that nite.. all suggestions are welcome :)

Click to sponsor me..

finalli sorted out the blasted hard disk.. turns out the jumper settings were causing the problems.. the darn maxtor hard disk refused to become the slave disk to let me retrieve my data. had to take out both hard disks and tediously change the jumper setting b4 finalli it worked. think will have to format that darn disk b4 i install anithing more..

realised my stupid wound drying up is oni temporary. the moment i bathe, everything becomes pus again.. (YUCH!!)

and i just elbowed myself on the wound.. Oooooooooowwwwww...

damn it! my newly installed hard disk can't load again! have reverted back to my cranky old 20GB which is much slower .. but more reliable i guess.. all my links gone if format.. argh!! will have to burn my weekend on this stupid problem..

Happy birthday Joey!! :) just came back from her 21st bday, her house is realli small and cramped.. but her family seems pretty close and united save for her younger bro, who's a little anti-social.. but overall.. could see she was realli happy and touched with all our attendance.. feel pretty privileged that i'm one of the few uni frens she actualli invited.. :) and her cake tasted realli good!!

now thinking wat i should do for my own bday.. have a chalet/hotel room overnite or a catered party/bbq or just a treat to my close frens? wat bout my famili? hmm.. tough decision.. today's party was like every one all invited to a party but it left her little time to interact with us and her realli frazzled, since she had to entertain so many pple..

have to remember to buy some vit-e cream to prevent scarring.. my wound closed (sort of) and everytime i stretch my leg it feels so tight it hurts..

saw weiqi looking all sophisticated coming out from the mrt station and i felt realli ugly and underdressed.. sleepy and w/o makeup and felt realli depressed.. so bought a Mango top on sale to wear to the party.. haha.. pretty good buy and it's my first bohemian style top.. goes realli well with short denim skirts.. :P in the end i looked quite good :)

have to go catch up on lost sleep.. Zzzzz.

finalli back home, supposed to be teaching my first tuition lesson at 1pm..

not a veri good drinker, conked out after a little vodka last nite.. at least i slept well for a few hours..

the guys are prolly packing up and checking out now.. haizz.. first chalet i didn't go back with them.. this was pretty much one of the most fun chalets i been to.. i guess.. hasn't seen such a good turnout for ages..


finally achieved closure with hl, veri sad at the finality in his tone.. a little hostility as well.. but still.. all my fault in the first place. haizzzzzz..

going to get ready for my lesson.. later!

arghh.. fell down badli at ECP when cycling.. wounds on my untilnow pretty scar-free leg.. haizzz.... blood and lots of bruises.. so sad!! and now can't bend my leg properly.. and 2 fifty-cent sized wounds on the knee.. haizz

big thanks to hailiang and henry for lombanging me on their bicycle all the way to geylang and back!! :) and must admit yaohui's a pretty good medic despite having been the one to cause my fall.. :P and weilun too, for being so kind to send me to the interview.. :):) and all the others for being so accomodating as well.. thanks pple!!

now waiting for the guys to bathe and set off.. came to xq's house to collect food and twister.. damn off.. been raining the whole of yesterday and today.. no beach activities..

wonder if upfront will realli notify me for ani assignments? hmm ... waiting...

off to chalet.. hmm.. byebye boi boi! will see u in a few days!! :)

anione who misses me can msg me.. :)

hmm.. pretty accurate? :P


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haha! absolute bargain .. bought 2 mashi maro toys that were quite large for $9 each.. totalli worth it as bday presents..

chalet tomolo.. finalli .. the class hasn't been together for quite a long time for a few days at one shot.. so it oughta be quite fun..

mom can't stop nagging and complaining (is it a disease?).. why does she find fault with everything??? sianz..

realised boi boi pretty much spend money like water.. if oni i could do the same.. not fair not fair!!! drats.. so many things i want to buy but can't.. at least this month i managed to save $100.. hopefulli more next month..

hah.. experienced first hand the feeling of collecting a convocation gown today when i helped andy collect his.. the looks of amazement when some parttimers who knew me was priceless.. they were oso from my batch and was shocked to see me graduate so early :P well.. will be my turn next year..

nv ate anithing until 4pm again.. yet no pangs of hunger at all.. am i turning into a robot?

going orchard to shop for 2 bday presents i owe.. ahh.. my pocket burnt..

sian. kena caught by parents sneaking out. now will nv get car to drive out again.. wat's wrong wif my parents!?!!? they won't let me borrow the car if i ask and they actualli dare to say i should have asked them blah blah blah. blAH blah blah!!!!

went to coffee club for the first time today.. (yah, i noe, i'm suaku..) ordered their triple chocolate dessert.. was realli nice.. but it was tooooo sweet, couldn't choke down the last piece.. a little wasted.. heh.. hmm.. another fulfilling gossip session with the 61-ders heh.. and quincy showed us photos she took in canada... it's so beautiful!! canada i mean.. she went to vancouver.. so so beautiful.. and breathtaking the scenery.. must go there visit one day..

wanted to have dinner at Nooch originalli but erm.. quite embarrassed to say we not veri rich.. so we walked out of the restaurant after looking at the menu.. 2nd time in my life to have done that.. haha... the chef looked pretty sad that customers were walking out.. :P

a realli cute baby stared at me today.. i stared back at him.. its realli satisfying to say that he lost the staring contest.. hahahaha

another shocking news.. stray cats being tortured and killed..



so so cruel!!! :( may the poor kittens rest in peace..

omigod. just read this article on the online new paper abt this kid who started smoking in pRimarY 4!! they smoke a pack a day, and they can just buy openly from provision shops.. they can even go without food that day just to afford their daily fix.. wat's wrong with the law!?

haizz.. veri shocked and sad for the younger generation.. :(

think will meet quincy, ben and xq for coffee (chocolate for me!!) coffee bean's pure chocolate ice blended with tons of whipped cream is heavenly!! i dun drink coffee by the way..

hmm.. think life at home is pretty ok when no one's around.. heh.. i eat veri little since there's no food in the house.. and i spend realli little as well, since my inertia is too great for me to go out and buy food.. the oni bill that's increasing is the electricity bills.. heh.. argh.. i better remember to pay the phone bill later as well..

had a good long chat with yingyan last nite.. she's all for the idea of the training course as she thinks its a useful thing to learn for a girl no matter if i do get assignments or not.. i'm inclined to agree but still.. its a large sum of investment.. hmm... still loads to consider b4 deciding i suppose.. everyone's warning me to be careful and not get cheated.. the thing is no one knows whether the company is realli trustworthy or not.. so how do i tell?! .. hmm.. realli must rely on my own judgement this time..

hmm.. great day isn't it? :P *secret grin*