hectic day today... rushed to sch to collect my library book then to photocopy it.. then had to go down to registrar's office to get my transcript.. was veri late in meeting braden.. he looks realli diff from webcam, erm.. he looks better in webcam.. :S anihow.. spent the afternoon reading comics in kino.. wanted to buy comics but decided i could spend the money better elsewhere.. then bayde treated the class pple to dinner at lau pa sat.. turnout was not good.. cos the rest had lion dance.. but was quite fun.. :) anihow.. nearly last day of the year liao... hope next year will be a better year for everyone...

& condolences to Anita Mui's family, the HK entertainment industry has lost another star.. :(

wah.. i nv knew driving was this tiring.. esp when the sun is so hot in the day.. have newfound respect for drivers on the road.. traffic at Eunos was horrible.. and the car no air con some more.. :( almost died of heat stroke.. luckily there was a sunroof and we opened all the windows and the sun roof oso, so abit like those road trip outing... drove at 120km/h on the road to NTU.. it was such a pleasure to cruise along haha.. now got a headache.. shall go rest earli..

was cleaning out my room today... throwing away old notes and stuff.. found an old foolscalp pad with hl's love notes to me. read it and realise this was the week we broke up. was overwhelmed by sadness at my stupidity and weakness then. he was so gd yet i chose to abandon him for another. lost both a best fren and a bf. its been 2yrs+ since. but dunno why i still nv gotten over this. haiz.

pict of christmas gathering:


it was a great nite :)

this disgusting old man sat next to me on the bus and i had the horrible feeling he was going to try to molest me. he kept moving closer and i kept moving myself nearer to the window. after that he turned himself inwards so that he was half facing me and put his elbows on my seat. ass hole.. almost wanted to slap him. and he kept stretching his arms such that his elbows almost touched my face and his legs were wide open, taking up my space. was damn relieved when he got off at coro. stupid ass. glared at him a few times but there was no effect. think he was abit crazy the way he kept muttering to himself.

did a gf quiz.. quite an encouragement to my ego..

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.


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wow.. slept for 11 hours straight.. nv sleep so long for a long time liao.. now feeling sleepy again.. maybe i go sleep again soon.. zzzz

found a legolas fan site with lotsa gd screen captures.. http://legolasfans.net/

okie.. i was too sleepy to enjoy JB that much.. worse still.. there was a 1hr+ wait at the malaysian checkpoint.. malaysian officers are so damn inefficient!!! there were 6 queues.. but oni 4 counters open.. and the queues were crawling along veri veri slowly.. almost fell asleep a few times standing up.. prolly fainting from hunger too.. when we finalli reached city square, andy did not allow me to buy a single pirated game :( sianz.. now have to burn from my fren.. wanted to get Need for Speed Underground since it only costs RM7!! so cheap... *sobz*.. aniway.. i sorta stoned thruout lunch.. did things realli slowly.. and walked around in abit of a daze.. bought a new hp cover and a cute winnie the pooh notepad for realli low prices.. but didn't buy much else.. wanted to buy a MNG top but it was outta my size.. we decided there was nothing much to do there so left b4 the working crowd hit the causeway..

so sleepy now.. think i'll go sleep..

they liked my cookies!! :) gd comments generalli.. the log cake i ordered was beautiful!! shall post the picts up soon.. but it realli was beautiful.. :)

last nite was quite fun.. potluck party at hawx's place.. his parents cooked a ton of food.. and then celebrated bayde's bday.. last person in class to be 21.. finalli.. watched scary movie 3 as well.. it was so crap!! slapstick humour, the spoofs were so stupid.. then the guys all got drunk.. they drank 2 bottles of chivas.. i had a sip and it tasted horrible.. the rest were realli drunk and spouted rubbish.. haha..



so sleepy now.. hopefully going to enjoy my trip to JB..

had a mahjong session last nite.. it was pretty fun.. won realli big first few rounds but didn't win much later on.. :S so in the end i made a loss.. going to make cookies now.. wonder if i still can bake.. and i've progressed much on my first LOTR book.. realised the Gollum's life was outlined here oredi.. n i saw 2 gross gays on the bus last nite.. yuck!!!

was thinking hard today..

& i set some goals for myself to achieve:
1. Read finish the damn lord of the rings.. bought the book since the first movie and its gathered dust till now.. the scenery scenes always put me to sleep.. haha..
2. Get >80% in the CFA exam.. meaning i have to start studying after the holidays.. should be photocopying the books next week.. b4 my NUS library membership is finished.. hehe..
3. Get all the horrid boys out of my head and get a good job!! i have decided to become celibate and a career woman who can own a car by age 25. :)

i think these short term goals are gd for now.. too many and i'll prolly become confused and aimless.. wish me luck!! :)

watched School of Rock.. its great!!! so super funny... and the kids inside are realli realli talented.. they can realli play the instruments they use in the show!! so cool.... its another must-catch, esp with jack black in the show..

3 hr marathon tuition session this morning.. fell asleep hehe.. she was such a slow person !!! i nv see anione tackle simple maths questions so slowly b4.. zzzz

met 61ders in the afternoon then went to the Guinness bestseller book launch.. it was pretty stupid.. and there was no acknowledgements in the book of the authors!!!! damn guinness.. at least i have my picture at the back but still.. !!!! wats the use of KNOWING u contributed to writing a book if ur name is not inside?? for many of us, i'm sure its like the only chance to have our work published... !@#$^&!! stupid guinness.. luckily they gave us the book free.. else i would be even more angry..

just reached home and received a letter from MOE liao.. hehe.. i wasn't shortlisted to be a teacher after all.. :( i knew i wasn't supposed to be a teacher.. now have to source for other jobs..

finalli sober enuff to type some coherant words.. Return of the King is GREAT!!! 5 stars!!!! great show.. i was crying when they were so helplessly outnumbered by the orcs but still fought bravely on to save their land.. it was so moving.. but i hated the gollum.. he was gross.. and frodo was weird.. sam was the true hero i must say.. all in all.. awesome show!!!! my neck hurt from having sat too near the front and having to twist my neck to the left to watch it though.. :S

went to TH bash last nite to support xh's dance.. erm... i must say the pre-pageant program was BLEAH.. but drank abit too much when 1 for 1 came along.. :S shared long island with xh and her frens and got quite high in half an hour.. bad move.. but 12+, my head was hurting.. and xh too... so we left.. i think my mom was surprised to see me home at 1+.. she even poured me a glass of water.. weird.. hehe.. shall nv drink so much again :(

i;m drunk and my head hurts.. puked some.. yuck.. gonna sleep liao.... nitenite

stupid LOTR is sold out everywhere and i can't access all the cinemas' websites.. neither can anione else actualli.. reached PS at 6 to find out all the shows for LOTR after 7.30 are sold out for the day.. wasted my time going down.. and rushed down despite the pouring rain too... in the end just went for pasta at taka (my fav place the pasta cafe) :) love the sambal marinara but today's was below standard.. it was pouring buckets and the underpass btw wisma and taka was jammed again.. we tried to go above ground to walk but realised the rain was so heavy it could possibly kill anione without an umbrella... by raining them to death that is.. :S had a brownie at coffee bean for dessert and my fav ice blended pure choc too :) a veri satisfactory outing..

tomolo going to be a long day :( have a CFA seminar at 9.30am and then supposed to visit pasar malam with 61ders.. then bash at zouk to support xh.. wah.. i hope i can survive..

i'm legolas! *swoons*

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muahaha.. i always knew i was part elvish.. :P

just received this link from my fren.. http://www.tongcom.co.kr/dingani_13.htm.. its realli sweet.. but i must warn u.. it takes realli long to load.. :) enjoy!!

woohoo! i passed everything.. no As.. no Fs too.. phew.. so i'm realli graduated.. :S time to join the rat race..

was totalli not thinking bout the ass liao when he suddenli msged me when i went online.. i was quite unprepared for his apology.. anihow.. i was still not realli appeased so i just acted cool throughout the whole conversation.. the thing ended on a good note.. i told him i was just going to bochup him.. its realli up to him.. and he admitted to avoiding me.. watever.. it turns out we were both going to zouk tonite.. so was like yah seeya. then realli saw him past me by twice.. he didn't recognise me.. had to poke him.. dunno if that irritated him.. anihow.. didn't manage to tok to him or anithing cos the damn place was SOOOOO packed.. the police should be like closing down the place for packing the people like sardines.. and got my toes stepped on a couple of times.. yes.. the same toes got stepped on again and again. i think i must have not clubbed for too long.. cos my alcohol tolerance was realli low.. just 2 cups of vodka lime and i was feeling woozy.. didn't realli enjoy myself as the place was too packed to move and i had too many things on my mind oso.. went with the wrong pple oso i guess.. erh... hope the next trip down to zouk this saturday be better..

VERI VERI ANGRY NOW.

found out some bastard has been telling things to pple that he shouldn't have told and a story different from the truth. i hope his dick falls off and he gets knocked down by a car.

FUCK U.

ooh have found out livejournal no need invite codes liao.. yay! but blogger is better in the sense that it allows tagboards.. or else i just haven figured out livejournal yet.. dunno whether i want to switch blogs.. but have registered for a livejournal page aniway.. http://www.livejournal.com/~booboogal.. if my comp continues to screw up my blogger page (so far i still can't see my newest entries but apparently everyone else can), i prolly will switch.. dumb blogger..

watched infernal affairs 3 today.. it wasn't that gd.. but the plot twists and final ending was realli unexpected.. it realli showed the results of being evil.. and the horridness of being trapped by your own mind with no escape.. haiz.. the acting was good though.. although the director tried too hard to explain lotsa things in the movie.. him trying to be abstract and the constant flashbacks gave me a headache though.. and i was quite confused as to wat was going on at first.. at least the 61ders got together again.. prolly watching LOTR next week.. looking forward to that.. :)

after the movie we went to bayde's room in NTU to hang out.. nice big room.. and shilun was taking an afternoon nap.. haha.. we just played gunbound to pass some time b4 dinner and it was realli fun to be playing with them in the same room physicalli as we could shout strategies to each other.. more atmosphere i must say.. then after that went to see their lion dance practice.. it was quite cool.. as in .. it made me realise how much i missed the activity.. my hands were aching to play the drum and the cymbals.. :S ahh.. another activity i lose with my school days..

haha.. my fren sent me this song from robbie williams that aptly describes wat i should say to some pple..

Screw you
I didn't like your taste anyway
I chose you
& That's all gone to waste
It's Saturday
I'll go out and find another you

haha.. take that sucker! u're not irreplaceable.. :)

full lyrics below:

"Sexed Up"

Loose lips sunk ships
I'm getting to grips with what you said
No it's not in my head
I can't awaken the dead
Day after day

Why don't we talk about it
Why do you always doubt that there can be a better way
It doesn't make me wanna stay

Why don't we break up
There's nothing left to say
I got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
Oh we're not sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away

You say we're fatally flawed
When I'm easily bored
Is that OK?
Write me off your list
Make this the last kiss
I walk away

Why don't we talk about it?
I'm only here don't shout it
Give 'em time, you'll forget
Let's pretend we never met

Why don't we break up?
There's nothing left to say
I got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
Oh we're not sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away

Screw you
I didn't like your taste anyway
I chose you
That's all go to waste it
It's Saturday
I'll go out and find another you

Why don't we?
Why don't we break up?
There's nothing left to say
I got my eyes shut
Praying they won't stray
Oh we're not sexed up
That's what makes the difference today
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away
I hope you blow away

can't believe i bumped into jiaxing today at bugis. veri unexpected, he looked gd, a lump was in my throat, it was very awkward.. we spoke less than 3 lines to each other. :( abit sad.. but decided not to dwell on it. haiz. haiz. haiz.

andy bought a new phone Lg7100.. it was pretty cool.. used my name to sign plan though.. now i can't buy another phone for 2 years.. i think i'm suffering from food poisoning as well as flu. :S

went for MOE interview.. had to be interviewed in chinese cos they offered me teaching chinese to pri sch.. abit weird.. but i'm glad i handled it quite well. :) i saw chris on the way but didn't say hi cos i felt quite weird seeing him splattered with mud. and with his hall pple as well. he sorta dua me ani way.. i can't be bothered to tok to him again. :(

its strange how life turns out. love appears when u least expect it, and in the strangest ways as well.. as quoted in Love Actually, "Love actualli is all around us"

zaiyuan still veri cynical bout relationships.. i dunno how to tok to him cos everytime he chats, he will bring this up.. haiz.. he keeps asking me how i persist in believing and trying even after so many failed attempts but i dun realli noe the answer.. i just think that cos my mind is less complicated (albeit more pessimistic), its easier for me to believe in the gdness of man and believe in myself.. i kinda believe that some one loves me for being me is out there, and i nv have to fear that no one loves me cos there is still my frens and family ard me. i just try to be a gd fren as best as i can to everyone, and in the long run, i believe i will be rewarded.. abit of karma involved, like i hurt pple b4 therefore if i'm hurt, its a little of retribution.. i mean, when i see frens happy cos of me, i already feel veri happy as well.. :) simple pleasures of life i suppose. :)

love actualli is realli good! it's hilarious!! veri touching and veri heart-warming at some points.. hugh grant as usual was the best actor.. :) i nv missed ani of his shows.. one of the best shows i've watched the whole year.. :)

did my sis' makeup for her in the late afternoon.. brought her for a hair cut and her frens were so irresponsible that they just took the room keys with them without informing her.. had to do her up in the lobby bathroom, which luckily had a powdering area.. she looked quite good i must say.. :) and i was stupid enuff to forget hair gel.. lucki her classmate came along and he had hair wax so i could style her hair.. did the zig zag parting thingey.. she looked quite gd.. :)

chris was realli nice to offer to come and accompany me thruout the whole thing.. he helped to carry my sis' stuff and waited patiently beside us while i did her hair.. thanks alot man :) haha.. oh well.. :P

just watched the korean show Crazy First Love.. it was soooo funny! hehe.. veri touching show actualli .. but kinda gross in some ways.. had a gd laugh.. and then went geylang to eat mee sua and you tiao.. food was great esp since i was veri hungry.. had a gd chat with chris also.. :)

went to sch wif jinyi to help him put up his publicity posters.. it was quite fun.. like a tour of NUS, we just went ard the whole sch looking for notice boards to put up posters.. :) toked about alot of weird stuff and he was shocked at the decadence of uni students.. (esp hall people) ah well... it was an eye-opener for him..

exhausted now and i've no idea why..

finalli the weekend's over.. oni sold 1 pathetic package.. but then chris oni sold 3.. i think i was like the worse performer.. oh well.. too bad.. our venue sucked..

going to be my sis's makeup artist for her prom.. i hope i dun make her look too bad.. :P

i won 2 tix to a korean movie!! crazy first love i think.. dunno wat its about.. haha.. just saw the contest in the 77th street email so i joined.. didn't noe who to ask to watch with me so i just asked the first person i was chatting with online last nite.. so i'm going to the movies with chris.. working with him these 2 days has been fun.. he's realli nice and we get along pretty well.. at least he sorta looks after me at work.. got a lot of similar things to joke abt haha.. glad to have made this new fren i must say.. :)

okie.. hafta sleep liao.. work sucked today.. the weather was so hot. and humid.

my second day of work at marine parade. yesterday was so quiet there it was nearly impossible to sell anithing.. at least turns out that all the pple there dun realli wanna spend so much money.. sianz.. veri difficult item to sell... at least trying chris to help me now.. well.. i better get on my way to work now.. in heels.. argh..

argh... didn't get to go jurong swimming complex :( was informed by xinhuan last minute to meet at 11am at park mall oni at 10 am.. and i slept at 5am! ... was so sleepy... then went to the interview with brain half dead.. turns out they can help me look out for perm job oso.. so i was quite happy..

was supposed to meet the guys at jurong at 2pm.. but the product training took such a long time by the time i was halfway there the guys wanted to leave liao.. :( in the end just had dinner with them after i went to zhiwen's house to meet them and thrash them at soul excalibur with a record win of 6 games :)

now filling in my names on tons of brochures.. tomolo working at marine parade :( hope the weather is not too bad..

met xinhuan today.. lazed ard in her room and played mahjong with her frens.. then she came for dinner at my house.. missed her in some way.. the toking and the best fren thing.. haiz

then played gb whole nite. haha.. boliao sia.. finalli tomolo jurong swimming complex again.. yay!!

today was quite a gd day.. finalli no need to wake up earli.. i slept till 11am.. then played gunbound & chatted with growl until 4+.. went to simlim to collect my pay then found out it wasn't ready.. wasted trip.. abit pissed they told us we could collect today liao.. then had to wait until 7 for dinner..

i sat in coffee bean to read a book and it felt realli weird to sit down by myself with a book.. i seldom do that.. and it felt like pple's eyes were on me.. although prolly no one was looking.. esp since i was wearing specs, i felt even more uncomfortable.. but in the end i survived.. :) went to swensen's and we waited an hour plus for a table for 14 to be available.. i couldn't eat much.. had diarrhoea the whole day.. and my stomach was still feeling queasy, i just treated the guys to an earthquake for having earned some money at Sitex.. after that we went KTV and sang our hearts out.. all the david tao songs just served to remind me of him again. argh!!! at least i saw lots of she-males at orchard towers.. yUCK.. they were so gross..!!!

i went out with $50 and came home with $10.. :(

finally.. the 4 days are over.. no need to wake up earli tomolo again!! yay!!! i think i earned bout $(30+70+40+70+50+70+50=380) this whole weekend + an internal dvd writer worth bout $200.. can collect pay tomolo liao.. yay!!

finalli they set up the queue number system this morning.. so much more orderly.. i had no mood to work today.. got pretty pissed that everyone was like just working for the commission and i was like the oni person who bothered to walk over to the side without the dvd writers to see if the pple buying other stuff had ani enquiries.. haiz..

he finally changed his frenster status to "Single". i'm suddenli overwhelmed with sadness. it took him realli long to change it to "in a relationship" when we were together and he was reluctant to do so even. Now he actualli bothered to change it back.. i guess... i prolly should change mine liao.. haiz. there's a big lump in my throat. and the euphoria at the end of the work has suddenly disappeared..