hmm.. been keeping a clumsiness tally.. so far i've:
1. fell down at 12.09 am and bruised my arm and cut my knee (28-09)
2. bumped full speed into my sis while coming out of the kitchen and stepped on her toe which had too long nails and hurt my own feet instead about 5pm (28-09)
3. scalded my fingers while eating steamboat dinner (28-09)
4. tripped on the bus and nearly fell down in front of everyone (it was raining and the floor was slippery!!) (29-09)
5. spilt ink all over jigsaw that boi boi made (29-09)

so many incidents in 2 days. cham.. can foresee lots of accidents in the coming year for me.. :S

some presents i got:
a watch.. a phone.. a 128MB flash drive

So happY!!

my 21st bday!

heh.. spent the day at home rushing project.. veri sad bday huh ? had steamboat dinner in the evening at home though.. with a realli beautiful cake and my family.. a pity my other sis went to watch forbidden city.. argh.. see more picts in my album :)

hahaha!! got my tuition pay again today!! feel richer oredi :)

went to buy my phone with andy in the morning.. it was like $738-$80 without contract.. stupid singtel.. so he bought this for me lor.. pretty touched i'm worth so much.. :) had alot of fun testing out voyeur pics with the phone.. :)

went to sentosa today.. played vball from 3-5 then had to leave for dinner with sixoneders.. it was pretty fun.. :) was pretty embarrassing to take off my top since my blk did not take off.. grr.. oni had that one t-shirt some more.. in the end bochup and just wore my bikini top with shorts.. sun came out just then :P damn sentosa undergoing some constructions, oni one toilet/bathroom left for the whole beach. KAOZ. the queues stretched out for dunno how long until outside the toilet. was playing with my new phone and took some pics of bikini girls haha.. without their knowledge.. the cool thing bout camera phones.. u just look like u're sms-ing.. hehe.. but veri off day today.. didn't enjoy much cos my right eye was hurting for some unknown reason and it was kinda swollen.. and the vision was kinda blurry the whole day.. was almost thinking i was going blind.. :(

then had to take cab down to meet 61ders for dinner.. luckily, most were late..haha.. and we were all famished.. had a great dinner.. spent bout $120 on 11 of us.. glad that they're happy and i'm happy too! hee.. they gave me a thumb drive..128MB.. so now.. even more techy than b4 ! :P

Happy Birthday To me!! i plan to watch my first RA movie in the cinema sometime soon.. :P

singtel is damn cok up.. i DID NOT manage to get my v200 today due to their inefficiency and lousy prices. they're charging 698 for a 2 year plan while samsung themselves are having an offer of $738 without contract and without tradein. $40 more and no contract, of course i would rather take this deal.. damn singtel, made us run all over the place and in the end couldn't buy the phone.. *pissed* but did manage to sell my dad's old 8250 for $80... the man did not realise the IR port was damaged and we were realli glad to just get the money and run. :P

had dinner at Out of a Pan at raffles city at 10pm. it was not bad.. a little ex.. but not bad.. service was extremely good i must say, well worth the 10% service charge. the waiters were veri cheerful and enthusiastic, and automatically topped up our ice water when half the glass was left.. another waitress actualli noticed that we weren't served our drinks after a while and came up to check and help us get drinks.. not bad! :) this is the kind of service we should be getting for our service charge.. not some sullen waitress who looked like we were causing her problems... :)

ooh .. finished the snoopy jigsaw.. the corner's realli missing... :( but it looks not quite good :)

boi boi bought me a watch for my bday!! hee.. my first branded feminine watch .. so happy!!

noothing much to say today.. blk going sentosa tomolo .. hope it'll be fun!!

blah.. oni got a lousy Guinness Book of World Records 2004 as a prize for the contest.. sucky.. the 2nd prize winner was a TODAY journalist.. hmm.. Neil Humphrey's friend.. hmm.. *kelong?* ah well.. at least i knew i got 5th.. there was this old man who was sitting at the same table.. he won something oso, 7th or 8th i think.. i didn't speak to him... but boi boi did speak to him while i was getting food and he told the old man that i got 5th.. haha.. then when i came back to the table.. i think they were shocked to see a young thing who looks reali blur and none-writer type.. hahaha.. boi boi said that when i came back to the table, the old man stopped speaking.. and looked a little sullen.. :P

printed my resume today and i think i'm going to try applying for DXO job.. MINDEF is next to my house and i dun mind sleeping in late.. :P couldn't find ani of my passport-sized photos though.. i just took 4 for my driver's licence and i can't remember where i put them!! drats.. my memory getting bad to worse..think i hit my head too much accidentally..

arghh.. i better get back to my project.. deadline is 1130pm tonite... :(

my entry in Write a Bestseller..

here's wat i wrote in the contest.. i was the 40th writer.. nothing spectacular.. but just that there were alot of dodos with bad grammar and pple who can't write for nuts in the contest.. :P serious!! u can take a read at the whole thing here, but for now, this is wat i wrote:

Luke flashed his employee pass at the gate reader for a final visit to his office. Gazing round the spacious interior with a superb view of the river at the 40th storey, he could not help but feel a tinge of regret. The feeling passed as quickly as it came when he saw the huge pile of files stacked up against his drawers and his impending freedom began to flood him with excitement and relief. Picking up an empty box, he packed a few photos and some trinkets that were of sentimental value. His first Mont Blanc pen; the photo of him shaking hands with the CEO of APB...

Taking a last look round, he could not see anything more of the dreary past few years he would like a memory of and he strode out with his box in both arms, an edge of finality in every step he took.

With a smile and a slight nod of his head at the cleaning lady as he passed her in the corridor, he was stunned by her sudden fearful glance. He had greeted her the same way for the past ten years and this was the first time she had not returned his smile. The hunched old lady muttered something under her breath, and hobbled away in wide-eyed fear, leaving Luke puzzled.

Feeling slightly disoriented, Luke shook himself awake from the eerie moment and stepped into the elevator. Idle thoughts ran through his mind and his thoughts wandered to Steph. He did not know what to make of her and her continuous taunts of his masculinity. Nothing was ever good enough for that woman and she thinks too highly of herself.

Suddenly, he was thrown to the ground as the elevator heaved violently.


not bad yah? :P

got my tuition pay just now as well!!! more money!! yay!! finally.. was thinking how to survive on $10 for the rest of the week.. :S ..

now am trying to figure out how to do the stupid CSS thingey.. veri irritating.. and my neck is so stiff... oUCH!!

YAHOO! got fifth in the guinness Write ur Bestseller Contest!! so happy!!

went to the Taka toy fair.. bought somthing for my tuition kid since she improved in her subjects for her tests.. :)

fell asleep on the bus on the way back.. woke up to see this sec sch boy staring at me.. was i sleeping in a realli ugly position??? :(

started on the 8 min of abs thing exercise.. its super SIONG!! almost dieded after that.. but i actualli dun feel that tight in my abs now.. still alot of fats i suppose.. hopefully all will be gone soon!!

now trying to study JSP and JAVA.. the linkage and stuff.. coding to be given to sandy within 2 weeks. i think i'm going to die..

have decided to jio the guys to sakae sushi for lunch next week :) will be treating them partialli.. presents yay!! just nice my pay come some more.. hehe sooo happy.. soo excited that i'm going to be 21 soon!! then will be having steamboat on sunday with family.. still haven tot of wat to do with the NUS frens.. should i celebrate with them at all? hmm.. wanted to hold a bbq but abit late, dunno why next weekend, the pit's booked all 3 days.. sianz..

can't stand it.. horrible day.. but veri happy with the realisation i'll be bout $360 richer next week.. all the tuition pay next week.. HOORAY!!

Day 1 of Isolation

well just woke up. immediately tot of him and had to struggle to stop. "wat're u doing?" etc.. argh.. its going to be a long day..

went for the elite model look audition thing today.. i had totalli forgot i registered online, was so surprised to receive the letter for the audition.. must say i was one of the better looking ones.. and it realli was oni a face thing.. hmm.. but the chances slim, out of so many pple oni selecting 6.. not expecting anithing out of it..

cleaned up boi boi's room today.. and rearranged the hearts to form my name.. haha.. take that!

still no idea wat to do for my bday. sandy having a beach party, which i cannot afford.. but a pretty good idea.. :S

argh.. suddenli have alot to do for 3214.. die..

sorri. i was still hoping u would be treating me better.

i knoe the moment i go for dinner, (which u actualli promised to go with me but as expected, u broke ur promise) u would go apologise to that s*ut. i dunno u're purposely being dense or not, she's obviously flaunting her popularity with guys and enjoying the attention u're paying her. yah.. according to u, everyone's hot except me, so be it. i feel it in my bones that she's not ani gd.

i dun anihow say things i dun mean, u should noe that, so when ever u ask me whether i (L) u or not, i mean it. ALWAYS. i dun understand how u can say u (L) me but keep treating other girls so nice etc, giving off the impression u are totalli available for them as well.

u have been shouting at me as and when u like, complain abt the movies we watched and i think the oni thing u actuali want and enjoyed was just that. verbal abuse, no matter how jokingly, do have its effects on a girl and there is a limit. can u even think of ani girls that can accept ur vulgarities and open leering at tits of other girls, even discussing them with u? u dun treat me well when i'm ard, just keep saying u miss me when i not ard. wat the hell do u want from me? i say alot o stuff to u on msn and there is not even an after reply, icq or sms. hallo!!! wake up!!! i'm not going to be ard forever. i realli tot i was going to just ignore u liao last nite. but after crying mself to sleep, the first thing i tot of when i woke up was to do something nice for u. hence the dumb painting. realise u dun realli appreciate things i did.

gave such a beautiful necklace to ur stupid s*ut buaya. some glow in the dark hearts and hersheys in ur room warrant her such a gift? FUCK. i haven received ani ani ani gifts from u, even after being frens for quite a while liao. if u dun noe wat i'm implying at, i realli think we have nothing to tok abt liao.

its been so long and i kept my promise to u. no more lying. if u want to continue to be sweet to every other girl bsides me, its fine with me if i'm out of the picture. just keep me out of the picture. i even helped u fold stars even though i was feeling pretty upset bout this whole stupid week. but hey.. i'm not ur gf.. so i'm not allowed to be unhappy or jealous rite? u can't have the best of everything. if u can't make a stand soon, i will.

u're still not a great person. but at least (AT LEAST) u came out. thanks.. :)

dunno why i impulsively painted a painting today. watercolour on black A3 paper. its not bad, not that gd, since i'm out of practice for about 5 -6 yrs liao, but still not bad. i love drawing, painting anithing art. made me realise how much i miss doing these things.. how relaxing it was to sit and do nothing but paint. i wanna just not do aniting in the world but paint. is that possible?

back to dreary sch work. :(

once again. u suck.

u made me cry and u're not apologetic. i guess i will walk away. icq and msn removed from my comp and i removed ur hp number from my phone too. i hate u for doing this to me but i realli feel too much to take ur negligence lightly. i can't just be ani normal fren and u noe it. i hate u, i hope ur busted knees never ever heal. and i won't see u again.

the moment i received the starlight email i wanted to share it with u. wanted to have the picnic under the stars with u. but no. u would rather be with ur blk once again. i can't believe tears are realli running down my cheeks as i type this, but they are. gd bye and this time its for real.

boi boi sux.

i'm so totally pissed.

he forgot bout the movie date tomolo. and yet he has lotsa time to go whenever his blk jios him last minute. yet if i ever last min jio, he'll always say not free. is it too much to just expect a fren to keep to an appt he made? he's been pushing it back for weeks. and i noe i'm not ur first choice to watch the movie with, i noe u prolly want some chiobu freshie to watch with u.

veri veri disappointed in ur negligence of our frenship. i made an effort to walk all the way to find u and give u ur bday present, to put down wat i'm doing and give u medicine when u're sick, to accompany u whenever (rarely) u ask, even to support u at ur competitions that i can just be too busy for just like the other pple u actualli asked to support u ..

i'm only asking u to reciprocate a small amount of the effort i put in, is that so difficult? dun u even feel the least bit guilty for ur shoddy treatment of such a sweet girl? at least stop telling me when u're not free when u've time to slot other pple in ur schedule lor.

i wish i was strong enuff to just walk away from u.

woo hoo!! got a new hair style !! so happy!!

see the rest of the shots in my photo album also..

but kena nagged at the moment i came home .. mom said i waste money.. but i didn't like ask her for extra money to do this!! and y can't she just say something nice for once? realised she nv ever said i look nice b4, esp in anithing i choose to wear or do, oni if she's choosing it. yuck. i hate her for criticising every single thing i do.

okie.. i uploaded the MAF (mid-autumn festival) photos from last nite.. wanna check it out?

just came back from singtel famly day.. it was ok .. nothing much.. at discovery centre.. then we got caught in the rain on the way back.. think i'm gonna get sick again..

MAF 2003 is officialli over... so happi to see the sixoneders again.. been a while..

so much more meaningful now that we are actualli realli busy to meet up more often.. :( realli miss them..

photos are in the process of uploading.. be patient.. so tired now.

just came back from embassy.. lynn didn't win the can.com.sg thing.. i think she got second.. ah well.. it costs alot to buy ur way to the top.. sms votes at 50 cents each dun come cheap.. took some photos.. maybe will upload soon.. trying to make the whole thing brighter.. M6 looks realli gd in real life.. the best of the contestants actualli.. given his age and expertise.. but too late cos the winning factor seemed to be the smses.. too bad. but he smiled at me when he walked past... ahhh.. *swoons*

anihow.. today had meetings again.. :( then brought eleen khoo to remove her cast. it was a horrifying experience to see the saw go into her cast!! yuck... yuck yuck!! can't bear to tink bout it again.. today's first GEM tut was weird.. boring and quiet.. no one wanted to contribute except some pple who had to bring up points that everyone oredi knew.. dun they noe what they are doing at the lesson?

received this in a msg from boi boi today:
"Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind.
'Pooh!' he whispered.
'Yes, Piglet?'
'Nothing', said Piglet, taking Pooh's paw.
'I just wanted to be sure of you.'"

soooooooo sweet.................... :)

full day of meeting.. :( tomolo another proj meeting.. argh.. sianz.. we're doing a dustbin thats super high tech for our pdt development project.. sounds easy enuff.. but i wonder if it realli is.. must come up with a prototype tonite.. eeeks..

a book on my wishlist.. turn left turn right.. yes the movie one.. i read it before eons ago while waiting for a fren in a kino, b4 it became a movie.. i think i bought it for a fren as well.. can't remember.. hmm.. but wish to re-read it again.. :) love the irony in the whole thing.. how possible is it that u could have so much fate to have lives so close to each other but nv ever noe? the cruel tricks fate can play on you.. hmm.. wonder if there is such a person in my own life.. that always pass me by on the same crossing, on the overhead bridge, takes the same train, but i nv am aware of? hmm .. interesting to find out.. veri veri touching if there was someone liddat.. who's saying the exact same things regarding the exact same thing in totalli opposite ends of the world.. wow..

time to do work again.. :)

finalli managed to set up my 5.1 speakers properly.. after 1 whole year!!! yah.. thanks KM.. realli need to unplug the orange wire.. the center speaker finalli blasted out some music.. haha.. was so excited that i blasted my speakers until my dad shouted at me to lower the volume... :P

still runny nose.. but at least my head hurts less.. i still look like a panda though.. hmm.. at least i got to sleep on the bed last nite.. haha.. my first quiz of the sem next week.. alot to study.. remembering wat picts are wat names mainli.. and veri excited bout my first assignment.. :) think i'll research on Picasso or surrealism.. art research totalli excites me.. esp individual projects.. super fun!! haha..

arghh.. have to rush my part for 3214 still.. tomolo meeting again... i'm abit sick of seeing my grp mates... :(

boi boi so nice today!! so sweet.. he cycled over all the way to fong seng and then to TH to give me dinner... *MUAKZ* thanks!!

i'm still sick though.. mucus running from my nose.. yuck.. and headache and slight fever.. it sux to be sick.. woke up from nap to almost fall over when standing up.. super dizzy and painful.. my head..

now have to read my readings for tomolo's lecture.. sianz...

project meeting the whole day. yes, today is sunday. sigh...

now still rushing out some work to be sent to the rest. am so tired and down with flu. *sniff*

woo hoo!!! got my new bed!!! so high and shiok!! haha.. now i won't ever wake up on time liao...

went to comex today.. they were selling xbox with like tv for free gifts... soooo tempted to buy!! but no money.. :( in the end, walked out empty handed.. but chanced upon the Guinness "Write a bestseller" contest.. wrote a piece i must say that was relevant and interesting, besides suspenseful and allowing for continuation... haha.. the front pieces were.. unfortunately.. (fortunately for me) pretty nonsensical.. hahaha.. hopefulli there's a chance for top 3.. the prizes are realli good...

just assembled the bed.. hair all wet from bathing now.. think i'll enjoy the new bed while waiting for hair to dry :)

went TH bash last nite at Chinablack.. it was soooo happening! :) lotsa hot chicks, hot hunks and hot music.. drank alot, got pretty high.. it was a wild nite.. ;p the renovated place abit confusing.. and no penthouse view animore.. :( but overall .. a great nite.. ;)

woke up oni at 11.30 this morning.. a little hungover.. but nothing serious.. haiz.. must start to study liao.....

went suntec after proj meeting and found some realli cheap bargains.. :) happi!! lookin forward to tomolo :)

boi boi so sweet today.. he becoming nicer by the day.. haha.. had a hilarious time in the food court when he trie dto eat jacob's biscuits with everything and drank soup out of a straw.. hahahaha... stupid leh.. dunno wat got into him..

took a look at the watch i was going to get... sooooo beautiful.. :) veri veri happy day overall..

stayed up til 5am last nite.. i actualli managed to wake up at 8.30 am and sit thru the morning lecture without falling asleep.. *pats myself on the back* :) after that couldn't take it liao and went to take a nap.. on the way saw this girl get down from bus A1.. she was wearing a white tight sleeveless t-shirt WITHOUT A BRA.. !! pretty gross.. esp that she was quite big.. YUCH.. could see her nips pointing out.. as hawx would say.. she's quite rude to keep "pointing" at pple.. keke..

so sweet of boi boi to dapao lunch for me today.. it was super delicious.. :) boi boi becoming a much nicer boy.. so thoughtful and more selfless nowadays.. haha.. can see u becoming more bf material as the days go by yah?? ;P

was toking to xinhuan last nite.. suddenli felt veri veri lonely. had this feeling that if i leave NUS unattached, i won't ever get attached at all liao.. and be a lonely spinster for the rest of my life. !!! :( she had such a strong happi thing going on with kenneth, and i have nothing now.. haiz.. wonder if there realli is anione for me out there?

wah.. my sis's web skills are alot better than mine.. check out her blog.. all the drop down boxes and all.. *envious* so cool!! btw, if ur leg pain better tell mom.. else next time u no leg i can't help u liao..

got a new bed from iKEA last nite.. so excited!!! anione with the catalogue, its the one that has storage underneath.. can't remember the name.. but its got like 1 metre high of storage space underneath with sliding doors and i'm not tall enuff to sit on it, i actualli have to jump up a bit b4 i can actualli sit on it (my legs are not 1m long???) .. :) so happi!! its been like nearly 8 years since i slept on a real bed at home.. and not just a mattress.. super excited.. !! *bounces ard in excitement* bought a full length mirror as well.. finally got my own mirror in my room!! *bounces around somemore* hehe.. can't wait.. it's oni coming on saturday though.. next step to revamping my room, prolly repainting it to a cooler colour.. the current paint job seems to have water seeping thru the walls, next paint to use would be Nippon weatherbond.. hahaha... dunno if i should paint my room a darker colour than now.. ani suggestions for a theme? or style? wanted to get a magnetic noticeboard for the room as well, but realised i can't really picture it aniwhere.. so prolly have to wait for the bed and other stuff to arrive b4 deciding.. a better desk is a definite must.. the desk now is so crammed i can oni use the comp.. who can blame me for oni using the comp all the time?? :P

today's proj meeting was so arghh.. nothing much done.. i think we're realli gonna die. n missed my evening lect cos i overslept after doing my assignment.. wah lau.. i realli must buck up.. at least i can still choose to exercise my satisfactory/unsatisfactory option.. *way out* hehe..

okie.. one hour more b4 xinhuan comes back.. thanks for lending me ur room.. realli appreciate it.. (once again its cos xinhuan foul up!!) sorri sorri to have troubled u..