just back from a K-box session with my colleagues.. it was so FUN!! did not realise my team leader was such a crazy guy in the ktv with his moves and funny way of singing.. :P

b4 that we had dinner at marina south.. did not eat that much actualli. abit feel like i wasted money.. but still.. its the company that matters..

was late for work today .. something's wrong with the transport system!! the trains took 11 min to come. ! kaoz. then after that at jurong east, the train i boarded to the east was like stationary for 5 min! do they not realise pple also have to work on Sunday!? in the end had to take a cab in any way. veri veri disgusted.

the call rate hit a record high today. 81 calls waiting for us to answer. my god. what do these pple have to ask about? i nv even call the mobile line unless i realli got something serious.. and i usualli understand the bill. had to explain alot of the same things to people today. different pple, but same type of bills. haiz. the fucked up marketing system and unclear signals and terms they set caused their own downfall of bad customer service. we ourselves get tripped up by our own company, who are we to defenD? ...

today is the suayest day of my life.

haiz.

kena scolded by 3 diff managers. sTUPID. them, not me. how u expect us to answer calls and handle all the stupid big disputes if u dun allow >5 min wrap up, not ready mode and then scold us for logging in and out? we just trying to save our ass.

knn. lucki i'm leaving. when i come back singapore, i'll earn more money than u and i'll still be younger and more beautiful. KNN.

then super suay, kena all those super big dispute cases. >$1000 mistakes, i can't just do anihow rite? and alot of cases where the CCC nv do wat they supposed to do. and incur wrong discoutns etc. piang. i'm so glad i'm leaving in a few days. SHITTY.

i must admit i've been too lazy to blog..

i wanted to say i hate guys yesterday, but it was a bit too extreme after i thought things through and that i would have to add on that i hate guys but not A, B, C, D etc etc.. so generally would end up contradicting myself on the stand that i hate guys.

went to sitex today.. had my first taste of being caught in a heavy downpour while on a bike. motor bike. hee.. it was quite fun.. but not fun to stop and then feeling my jeans drenched.. my mNG jacket proved to be water resistant and i was top-dry and luckily my nike bag oso blocked my underwear from getting wet at all. :P in the end, lucki adrian lives in the east, so he drove us to his place and he gave me his ex-gf's jeans to change into. it was very cute, with cow prints on the back pockets..
after that splurged on sitex.. bought the ext dvd rwter for japan, managed to get it at 206.. still abit high actualli.. haiz.. and oso the iomega 256mb thumbdrive for $49. :) still have the 80GB hdd ext to buy, dunno if i should get the iomega one, its at $179. abit big.. but everything is still within the $400 budget i set for all these things. need to put money back into the ocbc acc.. after helping rowie to pay for her digicam when her card was rejected, i actually exceeded my daily limit. Damn.

wanted to watch movie but chris & rowie had bought too many things (speakers, printer, digicam) which made watching movie a hassle. in the end i just walked round sitex after they left.

at nite, i met a rookie cab driver who sent me back. he was on his second day of the job. so basically, he didn't noe his directions at all and i had to direct him most of the way home. late 30s, he was a nice cabbie, and i couldn't help but ask bout why he was driving a cab. seems like he had been out of job for a while so had no choice but to drive a cab. haiz.

off today finally! but... had to wake up early to go down EDB to sign the psaka Visa application. apparently, we'll be working 7.5 hours in a five day week and tentatively, the date for us to arrive in japan is Jan 10. i'm scared. haiz.

i'm veri apprehensive. very scared of losing my frens, missing out on things happening to them and everyone else, basically missing out on all the memories that i will share with all these people i love. haiz.

i sound so pessimistic huh... haiz. just hope things will be ok.

am so tired. have discovered i'm truly self-centred regarding emotions and love, despite being super generous to my frens. i'm realli just a evil girl out to hurt people. haiz.

today was an extremely accident prone day.. i slammed the door on my finger in the loo, poked a pen into my finger (a g-tech) and kept bumping into things with my knee caps etc.

then the weird things happened after work. when we were eating,i was looking at my fren and i saw his mouth move and he asked me wat time it was. i looked at my watch and told him the time. he looked at me puzzled, and asked me why i told him the time out of the blue. "didn't you just ask me the time?" "no, i didn't say a single word. i was eating.. " !!!! eeeekS!!! then he looked abit shocked when i distinctly said i heard him say it. then he related the scene in The Eye 2 when shu qi heard the ghost ask her for the time at the bus stop when she was all alone and suddenly someone fell in front of her from above (committing suicide) and the bloody body still asking her the time!! YIKES!!! am i too tired or wat?!

then at the cinema, the show was great! but b4 that, another freaky incident. we went in to find that our seats had been taken by other pple. we asked them and they were sure their tix showed the same seat number. took out tix to compare and they realised ay why 2 same seats assigned!? then we realised the dates were diff on theirs. they had been assigned yesterday's tix!! poor them.. they had to go all the way out to see wat was going on. but dun think they got to watch.. it was sold out. MUST WATCH MUST WATCH! funny and exciting and really cool.. ;) i'm toking bout The Incredibles..

its the 16th day straight i've been working. have lost sense of weekends and weekdays and public holidays. everyday is the same, wake up 6.30am, change and rush for the 7am bus. else have to take cab to work.

we all must be losing our sanity at work. our topics have inclined more and more towards sex and sexual innuendoes with the guys toking bout their "weapons" and their "rifles" and smoking "cigars". and beds and water beds and sofas and positions. all very subtly of cos. but all during meal times. of cos they dun neglect other gross topics like shitting. :X once they made me laughed so hard i choked on my drink and my chest hurt for ages after that.. :P but i'm glad for this group of frens. :) makes work much more bearable..

just watched Taxi at JP with frens from work.. its such a funny Movie!!! with references to frenster and pon etc... it was hilarious! the whole cinema was screaming with laughter (although i dunno how the couple making out in front of us could enjoy the movie at all) .. Queen latifah was perfect for the role with her comical black dissing white jokes..

i'm so sleepy now but i got 2 jap essays to finiSh!! i'm doomed.. :S

today super tiring .. actually mainly cos it was boring. fell asleep twice doing data entry. and there wasn't as much jokes going ard cos everyone was shagged out. shirley made pasta for us at lunch! was delicious :) and certainly solved us the problem of having no place to eat, being a public holiday and all. the company should realli try to cater to pple's lunching needs on holidays if they wan us to work. wat if they're like me and live nowhere near ani place where u can dapao in the morning?? unfair..

something scary happened in the office today.

one of the guys A and one of the girls B played a not at all funny prank on this other guy C who's part of our clique.. A is kinda sissy which made the whole thing alot worse. A stuck his butt in C's face under the instruction of B. C was not amused. in fact, becos he didn't like A in the first place much, this action triggered a chain of homophobic feelings in C. C got up from his seat, shouted a chain of vulgarities at A, which included ah gua and CB, and was on the verge of hitting A right in the office. luckily, some of the other guys pulled him away from A b4 he did anithing wrong. we were shocked, to say the least. since most of us didn't see the prank, we couldn't tell who was right and who was wrong. but the whole atmosphere was all tense and awkward after that.. no one dared to really find out wat happened as well. ed ventured to ask B wat realli happened and she didn't think that that prank would have such a huge effect on C. haiz, it was a weird day today. another guy had some problems, didn't look very happy as well, and left in the middle of work.

finally ended work early today and i went shopping at bugis. bought some shampoo and conditioner from sasa, am determined to keep my hair in the super smooth condition and not let the treatment go to waste.. bought lotsa tidbits to bring to work as well, can share with my frens!

ok.. time to sleep again.. another work day tomolo.. finally its half a month gone..

just had indian curry delivered to us in the office.. it was so oily! but quite gd, and filling.. have the half drunk feeling after a really filling meal.. we can't stop laughing..

have nothing much to talk about these days.. its really just work mostly..

wah.. finally made an effort to go out.. with my colleagues that is.. we 3 are hilarious.. suan-ing one another until we can't stop laughing.. last minute we decided to go for frog legs porridge at geylang.. had a blast.. gossiping/toking crap/ discussing work? time passed really quickly and b4 we knew it, we were on our way back to the MRT station to rush for the last train again.. :) haven had such a good time for very long.. laughed til my tummy was aching.. :P

this is the latest i've slept all week. tomolo i'll prolly be paying for this at work.. dozing and nodding off..

bought a book on impulse yesterday.. finally i got to read my shopaholic & sister.. :)

toked alot of crap at work today.. the guys totally crack me up.. i laughed until my my sides were aching.. they kept on making lame and dirty jokes.. very duh... but cos we all have the same quick wit with regards to dirty tots.. it was damn funny.. luckily, the office whiner wasn't here today.. stress free sia.. no need to fight for table with her..

i wan to go for a short holiday b4 i leave!! anyone want to go bintan or redang with me??

half day work today and i was off to meet xinhuan in the arts canteen in NUs for lunch.. once again, tons to catch up on... and she was toking bout how she might have her ROM next year.. and then we realised that i wasn't going to be here. i almost started crying and i was telling her to postpone it.. she said she would sponsor my air tix for me to be present but wat if i wasn't allowed to fly back!? OMG>.. she was totally shocked that i really wanted to cry.. but seriously, i'll be missing so many things so many birthdays so many festive holidays, i even have to miss my best fren's ROM? BOOHOOOOOO......

it helps a little that many pple have said they would be visiting, (cos i'll be providing free accomodation..:S) but still... haiz.. the pple that i want to visit me most can't visit.

had a haircut today with all the treatment and stuff.. hair's really soft now.. but dunno how long it will last...

i'm already in the office! i think i'm already used to getting up at 6+ in the morning. i slept at 11pm last night, and automatically, i woke up at bout 5.45am. i looked at my hp, realised the time, then had no choice but to laze around waiting for the alarm clock to ring. yikes.. and then now i begin to feel sleepy again.

i miss having a life.

watched Cellular last nite.. it was very slapstick humour with some action.. pity i was too sleepy to properly enjoy it, but at times, the actors were too stony..

at work now sneaking a blog in.. i'm bored.. another full day until 9pm at work..

XXX is toking to me rite now. he has a big dilemma on his hands. he dunno which girl to choose from. but to me, i see no dilemma. since both girls are leading him on and one of them is attached, there's not much of a choice. none of them has given any indication of liking him back. everything is just in his mind and he's driving himself nuts wondering if the girls like him yet he isn't taking any initiative to find out. since its exam period now, i suggested for him to make full use of the opportunity to attack their loneliness and stressful feelings in this vulnerable timeframe. one of the girls is bound to be conned into this emotion trap, unless both are laying the trap for him instead. MUAHAHAHAha...

dead beat. but money is really the main driving force behind this madness of booking OT to go to work at 8am every morning until 9pm at nite.. besides the fact that i wan to have my desk and not let other people sit there.. a little selfish.. but i'm making my own efforts to go there earli to work.. and when i work, i work..

due to lack of sleep i supposed, today felt very lethargic and heavy-headed at work.. couldn' realli concentrate or perform at my usual speed.. very sleepy now also.. hah.. i've actually calculated my OT, i'll earn in total with my basic pay bout 1.6k for the first half of the month if i can persist! didn't noe i could earn so much.. even more incentive to work more.. b4 i hafta leave..

finally off day tomorrow.. today me and ed were discussing how the day seemed really short after so many full days.. the normal 8.5 hours passed in a flash! i couldn't get up in the morning.. had to drag myself out of bed.. but i earned so much in this one short week of OT! but the only upside of doing OT was doing it all together with the rest of the team.. if we were doing alone.. there's not much point and not much fun also.. but i'm so tired.. hmm.. didn't know i actually have the discipline to get up at 6.30am every morning to go work..

today my colleague was going on about how i should drink more of the herbal soup cos i won't get to drink it in Japan.. my mom said the same thing the other day.. we were eating bbq stingray and she said eat more else japan cannot get to eat le.. haiz.. need to remind me meh? i noe i'll be alone for new year and all that oso.. trying not to think about it at all..