千八百零八： 悪夢

I've been having many strange dreams lately. It only occurs when I go back to sleep in the morning after Ryo leaves the house.

This morning, I had a nightmare, about this old auntie who was pretending to be a sales lady, in my room, trying to put on a necklace from behind me. She instead started to hold me in a grip lock by pulling at my hair and refusing to let go, and i was trying hard as hell to reach behind me and pull her hair instead but couldn't. So I was trying my best to open my eyes, to wake up to escape the nightmare, and only managed to with huge effort. woke up with relief, but with a huge headache as well, wondered why such a weird dream came about.

Last week, I dreamt about a train crash, from an eagle's view, where the train e-braked suddenly and the carriages behind the first one crashed into the first one. The train started moving again but at a super crazy speed and finally derailed a short distance away. very spooky, it was the kind of video image you would see in the news.

I also had a weird dream that Ryo was kissing some fat lady in a chalet we went together behind my back and when i tried to punch the lady, she barely took the punch w/o much effect and laughed at me in my face, while Ryo just ignored my confrontations and my screaming at him "WHY?!" .....

hope this is not a sign of mental illness. :P

went to the gym yesterday, tried their yoga class, was pretty ok, nothing hard (maybe cos there were alot of aunties) but i had become unable to touch my toes after the long period of no exercise. :( then went to body combat after that because Ryo didn't want to join himself, and turns out its same as sg. :D good work out, but body aching all over now. must go exercise at least 3 times a week from now on..

The weather is pretty clear today .. oh damn its time to take out the laundry..

view of kobe bridge

P.S. I would love to add like a personalized tag to all my photos, but always wonder how people have the time to do that for every single photo, isn't it time consuming?