千四百十六： Affairs

I took a long nap today to try to sleep away the lethargy and the feelings of heartache. I'm counting down to July 9th. Double significance to the day, where I would have finished 1 year of my bond and also the start to a week of short-lived happiness. I feel like I've lost all motivation to do anything useful. I'll be flying on 9th to the States for the first time but I don't feel excited anymore.

I wish I could just throw away all these feelings of despair and just forget everything for a while.