千二百三十七

I dunno what to name this. I've seen the doctor, feeling slightly better, but apparently the doctor can feel something wrong with me. Asked me if I had any agitations, any horrible news lately, any shocks. I dunno wat to say. My mom was there so I said no? I dunno what to say. He said I had static built up (i went to a chinese doctor) and I lacked oxygen. I don't know what that means.

My mom got more naggy when I said I might go Japan again. She threw her stupid tantrums, Got all black-faced when all I said was MIGHT. MIGHT. MIGHT! what the hell does she want from me? she would rather I keep quiet and go quietly?