千三百五十七： Weepy

I didn't realise I would have such a big reaction to the end of the trip. Kissed Ryo gdbye b4 the immigration / customs check area, hugged, and then just walked sadly in. I was alone in the boarding area, waiting for boarding time, and was listening to Desperado by the Eagles on my ipod and I just suddenly started crying and I couldn't stop. I dunno why I welled up, the music just made me think of him laughing when I do stupid things and him saying comforting words when I hurt myself and also him making the effort to have fun at disneyland even though he isn't so young anymore. and it made me think of the times i was hugged to sleep this whole week and now I'm like 5500 km away again and i just couldn't stop the tears. it was embarrassing but I also didn't really want to stop crying. :(