千八百四十三： Silver Week

Chalet last week at Aloha Changi organised by Jimmy, 2nd birthday cake coincidentally from the same store as the girls : rive gauche, the chocolate was delicious.

I'm back in Japan. Shinji, Marini & Qling sent me off on Sunday night at the airport, a little sad some people didn't bother to come say goodbye, I have no plans to go back to sg for now & it really felt more like the final farewell than in April except no crying.

I visited Ayaka's grave yesterday, was a little sad, didn't know what to do there except to clean up the grave as best as I could. Said hi to her from other friends in APOC, it still feels like she's just on a long holiday that's all. Some days, I see people who look like her when I go to the shops, and get a jolt until I take a closer look and realise it's not her, it can't be her. I was watching the hongkong drama 溏心風暴 / Heart of Greed from where I left off from Singapore last friday, & the episode where some one the girl had failed to tell him she had already forgiven him passed away in an accident & left her feeling very regretful; I totally understood and was crying along with her. You don't know when people you love will leave you, don't wait until it's too late to tell them how much you appreciate & love them or you will end up regretting it for the rest of your life when you lose the chance to let them know.