haiz haiz haiz. sadz.. dun think he loves me as much after finding out, its a shock to him and i hate myself for having told him. he said "my heart bleeds everytime i think bout it.. " i feel so so guilty. even though it wasn't something i could have helped. unless i had met him earlier on... haiz..

things are better but there will always be that shadow there. thank you dear.. i love u now and that's wat matters rite?