had a realli weird dream last nite. dreamt that i met jx and he was surprisingly frenli, veri chatty and chummy. veri surprised when he asked to reconcile. was torn btw the desire to slap him and to apologise. partly i wanted to be big-hearted and just tell him i was happy, the other half me wanted to laugh in his face and say he was too late and he's going to regret this for the rest of his life for being such a jerk the last time. woke up feeling veri headachy. damn. shucks... still feeling veri tired. i think something's realli wrong with my room.