been rushing some work for the past few days. not at all happy at the way they keep changing their mind. depressed cos no progress at all in my jap. getting sick of pple speaking things i dun understand. i should be excelling at my work. that's me!! not this person who doesn't understand instructions most of the time. stressed. constant nagging fear that they would be deporting me back anytime as and when they like. i wan to do well but i really really burnt out. sighz.