i had jap lessons the whole of today. つまらないです。。damn boring. everyone was counting down to the end of it. the last hour was unbearable.

i felt very weird today. turns out only i'm allowed access to the buildings, meaning i can enter the building every day while the rest can't. and Kana-san's rules singled me out to say that I am the sole cardholder with access to the building and only I can access the rest of the levels. not just the classroom. i didn:t really feel comfortable with that kind of singling out. they all headed for the classroom in the morning after i opened the main door and then i had to wait for sensei to come in my office while the rest chatted in class. haiz. i hope i am up to taking up the responsibility.