千七百四十二： Doubts

abit having doubts why i:m subjecting myself to this. Do I really want to do this? it will weigh on the rest of my life.

gym with A today, dinner with H/J after.

yesterday was bowling practice. didn't do so well although I was consistent at my score level the whole practice. think it was the lack of sleep.

tmr i better study for the exam, i have my weekend packed with errands.

I got the elite gold membership card in the mail today! too bad I dunno when is the next time I'm flying. and the workshop for december seems to have been canceled.

I am very very looking forward to payday - and the bonus next month. am so broke.