today was studying for CFA and playing ard with VB in the office. my boss just let me do wat i wanted. apparently she realli had NOTHING for me to do. so i just fiddled with VB trying to connect to database which finally succeeded.. !! hahahaha.. the rush of satisfaction brought back all the feelings of why i wanted to do computing in the first place. haiz. aniway, VB is damn stupid. although i'm stupider for not being able to program in it. the chiong cd i installed it from didn't have any help files and i had to struggle thru on my own. damn it..