千百二十五：もっと悲しいニュース

I've gotten news that the other trainees have been taken in by Koei.

i really feel even more of a failure now.

its just like 2 years ago, where interviews amount to nothing time after time and singapore employers just don't like me. i don't want to still be wandering around, i wanna earn some money, i want to have money to go Japan for the rest of my life. maybe i really am destined to be a housewife for him and have 2 kids within the next 4 years. argh.